THE CHANGE

We all want, in one way or another, change something we do not like in our lives. It costs a lot, usually change, but usually cost more than our lives are directed by a trauma, a problem, a memory, something painful or just uncomfortable. Sometimes we get used to the problem and it becomes protagonist of our daily stay in this passing world, we allow ourselves to be dominated by a bad experience, something that we hate but we allow direct every minute of our existence, we settled down and accept to it harder because it simply costs much change and it is best to stick with the disease, the problem or traumatic experience accordingly.

It is true brave rebel against the monotony of pain and fight for that change is the true protagonist of our daily passage through this tiny piece of land that is our planet. It is brave fight trail of pain generated by the death of a loved one and trauma that usually generates. We have nightmares for example with the death of our mother, but when we open our eyes in the morning we see that it has just been a nightmare and we must move forward with the heavy burden of memory amortajada not let us live. We must make progress with the dead mother, her dead son, who is dead, without stopping in dwell on the morbid pain only seemingly endless.

If one morbidly obese have to fight for stomach reduction surgery by performing a bypass intestinal. It is the best way to reduce the stomach and thereby lose fifty or sixty kilos or all leftover us. You have to adapt drinking milkshakes and all kinds of liquids, a long period of weeks and even months, but expect the reward of a flat stomach and lost many kilos, and recovered health. We can then say that we have regained health, we have overcome, we are achievers, we have defeated our weaknesses, our monotony that usually eat morale but we have shown that we are stronger than our limitations, that injuries of our soul. We are capable of change because we have an inner strength that does it all and nothing left in the way of the execrable weakness that makes us statues nothing in tatters, small garbage that do not even have a container where they can be recycled. The best possible recycling is the will. Our will. And faith in God.

Now I remember the verses of Saint Teresa of Jesus: "Let nothing disturb you, nothing frighten you, everything passes, God never changes, patience reaches all who God lacks nothing, God alone suffices". God alone can be enough to keep going in the daily struggle of existence. He may be sufficient to mitigate the loneliness that so often reproach us and let us turned into true parasites of ourselves. God helps to change and aid has no consideration because it is based on the basic principle of mercy and providence. 

God will provide is not a false myth but a reality directly connected with faith. And it also can help us to change the fear of death by accepting it as something natural in our time on earth, nothing happens to die. Only the body clock stops, but still works the spiritual clock. Life does not die. Life goes another way, probably more beautiful, where it may not be necessary any changes because everything is made in the image and likeness of God and it represents perfection, so they left over all complaints, all suits weakness, all the parsimony in which we settled for an absurd and masochistic weakness.

 I myself was about to fall into alcoholism. Several daily glasses of anise or sun helped me to move on, to withstand the harsh existence, the only change was destroying liver I have. When I was diagnosed with hepatic granulomas I considered radically stop drinking installed on my life and one day Valentine parked not remember what year since drams and I could go on without them. I stay with my faith in God, my belief in myself and the fear of having a serious liver disease. This applies to any other disease or life circumstance. I invite you here to work their will as a spur to fight everything we do not like ourselves. That change is possible because we have an overwhelming will power against which he can not anything or anyone.

Jose Cuadrado Morales